Blake led me
through the ballroom and out into the hotel lobby. He pulled me into a corner
before we got to the front desk, and slowly turned to look at me, his eyes
searching mine. He lightly placed his hands on my shoulders, like he was trying
to ensure he had my undivided attention. “Tess, are you sure you want to stay
here? It is your call. We can get in the limo now and I can take you home. I’ll
do whatever you want to do, baby girl. I don’t want you to do anything you're not
comfortable with.”
I tried my
hardest to fight back the laughter. I know he was trying to be a gentleman, but
really what did he take me for—a virgin? He knew all too well that I wasn’t.
“That's really sweet, Blake, but I am a big girl and I think I can handle
sleeping in the same room with you. I promise, if I ever feel uncomfortable
with anything that we are doing, I
will have no problem voicing my opinion.” I gave him a sexy smile, hoping he
would get the double meaning behind my statement.
“You promise?”
he asked, tilting his head to the side and looking at me with that smile that
made me weak in the knees. I was getting the feeling that he understood exactly
what I was saying.
“Always,” I
replied as I looked up at him. His dark eyes were staring at me with desire.
The movement of his tongue reaching out to lick his lips drew my attention down
to his perfect mouth. God, how I wanted
to taste him again! But there was no way I was making the first move. Not
again. I noticed his eyes shift down to my mouth and I lightly bit my bottom
lip. He slid his hand from my shoulder to the back of my neck, while his other
hand reached up and gently cradled my face. He slowly leaned down and placed
his lips on mine. I opened my mouth slightly, allowing him to enter further.
That was all he needed. He invaded my mouth with his tongue, and as he deepened
the kiss, I knew in his own way he was claiming me. He was forceful and
aggressive, yet slow and tender as he savored every move he made. My whole body
was shaking and my sex was aching. I had never been kissed like that before.
The hand
that had been cradling my face was now on my lower back, pulling my body closer
to him. My arms were clutched around his neck and my hands were working their
way through his dark hair. I never wanted this kiss to end.
We were in
our own little world where no one else existed. As his hand moved down to my
ass, my body quivered with excitement. I wanted him here and now. Then I
remembered where we were—a hotel lobby with lots of people around. He must have
felt me tense up a little because he slowly ended the kiss. Resting his
forehead on mine, he looked down at me. We were both breathing heavy as we
stared at each other.
“I have
wanted to do that ever since you opened your door tonight,” he whispered.
Excerpt Blake POV
When I got home, Devin was
sitting on the couch in our living room watching Duck Dynasty and laughing
uncontrollably. He was showered and ready for the day and it was only eleven
am. I didn’t understand how he could wake up so damn early when he drank. I
could sleep all fucking day after a heavy night of drinking. Devin, on the
other hand, always woke up by at least seven when he drank. Even if he was up
all night long, he was still awake bright and early. Personally, I thought he
had been cursed.
“Hey, bro! Have a good time
last night?” he asked, wiggling his eye brows at me while he reached over and
muted the TV. “It sure seemed like you and Tess were getting pretty cozy last
night out on the balcony. I noticed you slept in her room last night. You get
any?”
“Shit, Dev, you know we are
just friends. She isn’t like that, asshole!” I snapped back. I sat down on the
couch and stared at him. Did he really
just ask me that? I was so mad. If he wasn’t my brother, I would’ve punched
him.
“Uh, yeah, okay…whatever you
say, man.” Devin rolled his eyes at me. “Blake, sometimes, I swear I know you
better than you know yourself. I see how you look at that girl and I see the
way she looks at you. There is way more than friendship there, bro. Wake the
fuck up!”
I hated the fact that my
brother knew me so well. When we were little, he always used to finish my
sentences and it always freaked me out. I never understood how he could do
that. I spent most of my childhood believing he was fucking psychic.
“It just isn’t good timing.
First of all, she just got cheated on, again,
by that douchebag. And she has made it perfectly clear, on more than one
occasion that she just wants to be friends.” I put my head in my hands. I was
so confused. I sighed, obviously frustrated, and just looked at Devin. “I don’t
know what to do. She keeps sending me these crazy mixed signals. One minute she
acts like she fucking wants me and the next minute she tells me she doesn’t
need any more complications in her life.”
“Dude, no offense, but it
sounds like she’s just as confused as you are. Maybe you should just take
things into your own hands. If you want her, then let her know. Stop being such
a pussy and make a move. You’re Blake Bentley for fuck sakes; you have women eating
out of your hand on a daily basis. I taught you better than this,” he said,
shaking his head dramatically. “This should be a cake walk for you.” He sat up
and looked at me with an, I’m sorry
you’re so pathetic, look on his face.
“It isn’t like that with her,
Devin. She’s different. I don’t want to just fuck her…. If I mess this up with
her, if I lose her, it will destroy me.” I looked back down at the floor. I
closed my eyes and memories of Tess filled my mind.
The first time I saw her, all of our drunken conversations, talking
about that Bruno Mars song, the way she looked in the sunlight leaning up
against my truck….. I smiled as images of her flashed like pulsing lights. The way she tasted as she kissed me for the
first time, the way I fit perfectly inside her, her smile, her smart ass mouth,
the way she fit like a puzzle piece in my arms when I held her, how it killed
me to see her crying yesterday over that jackass……. and then it finally hit
me like a ton of bricks. My heart started beating so fast it felt like it was
on fire.
I fucking wanted this girl. No,
I needed her and I was going to do
everything in my power to fucking make her mine.
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I am a new adult contemporary author that is currently
working on my first novel, Promise Me Always. I am a wife, mother of 2
amazing kiddos, photographer and owner at K23 Photography & Design, graphic designer and cover
designer at K23 Designs, as well as an avid reader and blogger at A Book Whores Obsession! I have been married since 2004 to
the most amazing man ever and together we have two amazing children.
I was born in Aurora, CO and still reside their today with
my amazing family. I couldn’t imagine living anywhere else in the world. I have
become accustom to bi-polar weather living here and I absolutely love getting
all four seasons (although winters could be a bit shorter.)
I
have a small obsession with Starbucks and gummy bears! They make the perfect
writing snack! Wine helps a lot too especially with the late night writing
sessions. I love the summer and everything that goes along with it, camping,
swimming, boating, hiking, etc. I love to travel and Disneyland is one of my
family's favorite places to visit together. I have a dream of visiting so many
places in the world such as Italy, Greece, Australia, Fiji, Bora Bora and New
Zealand (just to name a few.)
I
have met so many amazing people in this journey so far and I cannot wait to see
what the future holds.
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